I am in a great relationship and I love this guy I am with. Being in a relationship is strange, I can't stop thinking about him, in a way, I almost feel like I am losing myself, how do I rein my feelings. Do you go all out or do you try to control your feelings. But you always hear that this initial stage of a relationship doesn't last. On one hand I hope I can always feel that way, on the other hand I want this to be over so I feel more in control.