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Hatred
(1 year 10 month ago)
Category: Hatred

Changed life
i am a kid age of 15 and man do i have a story for you all
 
i lived in massachusetts for my hole life with my mom dad sister and brother. and for atleast out of 3 of the years living there me my brother and mom played this game WORLD OF WARCRAFT like i said we played for 3 years when we lived in mass. i come home one day to my mom saying she is in love with someone she met on this game world of warcraft so about 2 months later she leaves my dad and me and her move to pennslvanyia where this guy lives and its ok at first but my sister and brother  are still there with my dad so we visit them in the summer and things go wrong so my mom takes them back to PA to live with this guy  she met on an online video game so for the hole summer things are ok then comes the school year and i turn very unhappy i start to miss all my old friends and family all of them are in mass  so the school year comes and i start to do really bad i act up in school and im getitng bad grades all because i am extreamly unhappy i do not know what to do my mother has completly changed she was a kind loving person that would do anything for her children no she is a hatfull selfish bitch that puts her children after this guy she met online we have to beg for clothes and stuff we need one time he went out and got subway and we had to beg for him to give it to us i mean really beg to he thinks he is some kind of god because he is a jahovah wittness he always tellsme mom that me and my brother and sister are going to die from jahovah because we are little satan demons like wtf is wrong with this guy then he treats us all like shit and tells us we will never become anything in life and trys to get my mom to beat us if we do something wrong and he always preaches his jahovah wittnes shit to us my mom use to make fun of those kind of people now shes like ohh i love jahovah and she wants to become one MY HOLE LIFE IS HELL I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO SOMEONE PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS LEAVE A FACEBOOK LINK OR SOMETHING I REALLY NEED A FRIEND TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS IM GETTIN A BAD CASE OF DEPRESSION OVER THIS A REMEMBER IM ONLY 15 HAVING DEPRESSION AT THIS AGE IS NOT GOOD AND ON TOP OF IT MY MOTHER DOES NOT CARE PLZ SOMEONE RESPONG TO ME
(1 year 10 month ago)

Hey, I am very sorry to hear about your situation, the person you relied on the most is being misled and turned her back on you and you can't control the situation. It's frustrating and heart breaking.
I am not sure if I can help at all, but at least by writing to you you know that someone has heard your story, and can see the pain you are suffering. I read that you are acting out in school, changing your behavior and venting your feelings in a negative way. Yes it's hard to vent feelings in a "positive" way, I hear you. But know that doing what you're doing is only going to make you angrier. e.g. I failed school, great, now my life is even worse, etc. Life has dealt you a harsh one. It's up to you how to cope with it. You are 15, the only way you can change your life, AND have the ability and resources to help you siblings and your mother is to become a capable person in the future. By that, I mean go off to a college, and if you keep doing awful in school that won't happen, and you will end up in a shitty job and feeling even worse, right? Go to college somewhere, if you don't like the environment you are in now, go to a college away from home. College is such an enriching experience. Afterwards, you can find a much better job, and this is the, maybe not the only,
(1 year 10 month ago)

continue from last comment: but it's the best way to get yourself out of current situation. Go to a college way from home perhaps, experience the world outside. there are so much more and right now you are consumed in anger and grief. It's going to ruin you! You are so much more than that, it's not worth destroying your life over! you still have a chance, this environment you are in is TEMPERATE only, dont' make it a PERMANENT one! you have the power to change your life and help your family, don't give up.
(1 year 10 month ago)

Call your dad and go live with him.....but until that...stop feeling sorry about yourself and be a man.
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