I wish I could be there with him. Its been 9 months now I haven't seen him. In the past 3 years, I've seen him 4 times. I miss him so much and I wish I could have been closer to him. I miss the fun I could have had with his family, getting to know them better. I miss the chance at being loved by his family too because that's the only chance I will ever have at getting him to be mine forever. Even if we don't end up together, I forever will cherish him..