I just want to share my feelings cuz I'm not ok these days..my problem is I met a great boy who is from far away to me.I met him in my country.he was tourist and had a holiday.I was there for translation cuz I'm a translater.we met and fell in love.we swam,ate,danced,kissed,sang...he was so sweet and I was really fall in love with him.when he went back his country I cried everyday.we began to talk on msn and phone.we promised each other we will never leave each other!He asked me if I marry with him.I answered with scream yes!..I told my family about him and I met his brother.everything was goin' right but there was a little problem like relagion,country,culture,language,passport...bla bla..he promised me that he would solve all problems cuz he was lovin' me.At first I began to learn his language and second I solved my passport problem and I planned to go his country.when I said that he was to happy and amused..I was like crazy.My friends said me that I'm stupid cuz he lives far away to me..like a lot of things.I shared to my mom that she said ok.we planned a trip to his country,we paid a lot of money.it was like a dream.I imagined him everyday how would it be when I see him.we talked on msn last time.I said'I will be there on monday,be there honey'.he said ok I will take you on airport'.I said no prob.I will call you.when I was on airplane.I didn't sleep only imagined.when I arrived at first I ate smt and called him.'no way he didn't open his phone.I though may be he's busy,he would call me later.but he didn't.in second day I called him again.he didn't open his phone again.I was like crazy and angry.in third day I called again again and again.but when I call him he closed his phone.I stayed 10 days in his country.he didn't call me never.I backed my country with no money cuz I paid really much money.I waited a phone,a apologise...no never.one day it was too late and I was on msn I saw him online.when he saw me he went on offline.my friends joked with me everyday.I was crying every night,everyday,in bed,I wasn't eat anything except chocolate and coffee.I was so ill.my parents called me lot and asked how was your trip and him?..I didn't answered just said ok.I looked our photos and cried.But now I'm better just angry.he asked me marriaged said me fell in love with me....I understand that he was really liar but I think I still love him.and I won't love anybody in my life anymore!
just told for share if its too long sorry