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worse

Sat, 18 May 2013 09:36:10 +0100

Reading the feelings of other people who feel the same way I do, just makes me feel worse and cry even harder because I feel for them, I wish I could love them all so they wouldnt be lonely anymore, its the worst feeling in the world, we aren't alone, because we have each other but if only I could physically hug them, and they could hug me everything would be allright, but we cant and everything is not allright.

Glad I found this.

Sat, 18 May 2013 09:20:51 +0100

So I have so many things that I keep to myself, saying them outloud just makes me feel weak I guess. I hope this doesn't have a character limit. So I just figuered out the reason I love watching movies so much, I just watched waiting for forever with Rachel Bilson, and I find myself asking half way through the movie why the hell I'm still watching this schizophrenic stalker, and feel honestly weirded out to think that theres is at least one person in the world that has probably gone through what he's gone through. All he ever did was love her with all his heart after his parents died in a train wreck, he loved her so much he would go wherever she went, just to be where she had been o where she could be, and breath the same air. I guess thats the reason I'll watch any movie because they have a way of draging me in to the point where I think I share their love, and sharing someone elses love even if its fake, makes me feel loved. I know my family loves me and that I love them but I've never been in love with someone, so when movies or series end I feel like I have no one again and its just so lonely and I feel empty. How long is it possible for someone to just sit around waiting for love to happen? Whats the meaning of life without it? I always write my feelings down and read them back over and over again to point where I just erase everything and once again swallow the emptyness, and live another day doing what I'm supposed to do, get up and go to class so I can be someone, but why be someone when you have no one to share it with? So this time I wont delete it, though I'm pretty sure it won't make me feel any different but atleast I've shared it to whoever is reading. Its a whole bunch of nothing but its my nothing.

What i'm missing in life.

Fri, 17 May 2013 02:06:04 +0100

I feel like there's no one out there for me. I can't tell that to people that I know though (that I want someone to love).
It's really difficult to find someone, considering my height and physical appearance. And because of that I feel apathetic and unwanted. I know I should not feel this way, but its difficult. It hurts. It aches. It's hell.
Not being able to tell him I love him because he likes someone else, our because I know he will reject me or make fun of me is painful, but I feel as if watching hurts more.

Boys?

Thu, 16 May 2013 03:00:16 +0100

Ok. Well. Theres this boy... I really REALLY like him. He is perfect. Funny, cute, and funny. We met in sixth grade and ever since, i have liked him. The crisis is, i dont know if he likes me. Last month, if anyone asked that question, i would say, most likely. We used to text all the time and when the topic came up of crushes, which he often would bring up, he would hint at him liking me. Once, when he once asked me who i thought liked me, i said HAHAHA...nobody): He then replied, "ya well i bet you are looking at someone if you know what i mean" i replied with "wait what" and he automatically changed the subject. His friends would dare him to tell me i was sexy or hot and ask me out and i think that would mean he likes me...right? Well recently things have changed quite a bit. When i text him, even asking a question about homework, he wouldnt text me back. And last week when i brought up the subject of my friend, he asked "does she like me" i replied "no she likes someone else. Do you like her?" I was hoping he would say no and then i would ask him" well then who do you like" and he would say you!!! Well it didnt turn out that way. He said " well as a friend and maybe a little the way you are thinking of. I was so devestated i cried myself to sleep that night. He has stopped talking to me at school, and at this point, i have given up): why are boys so difficult

So sad. I just needed to write about

Tue, 07 May 2013 15:31:53 +0100

I will be so lonely. I feel like I'm losing my last thread.

Dating

Sat, 04 May 2013 20:43:57 +0100

I have been dating a guy for the last two years. In the beginning he used to take me out, later he started to meet me only at night. We live in the same university. He tries his best to keep me away from his friends. All we do these days is sleep together once in a while. We never had sex though. I'm a virgin and I want to stay so till I get married. But he keeps asking for sex. Last day I called him again and again but he kept disconnecting my call. Later I got the shock of my life when I saw him going for a walk with his ex who came all the way from another city and who has a boyfriend in our vicinity. What hurt me the most was he I don't even remember the last time he went for a walk with me. Whereas he was ready to spend time with his , behind my back. I feel extremely humiliated and broken.I didnot meet him thereafter. But I fee like to lash out at him.

Need someone

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 13:40:01 +0100

I did each and everything today that I was supposed to do from studies to chatting and meeting friends.... and now i have nothing to do! except of thinking..... which made me realize of how lonely I feel when I am away from everyone even for short amount of time.... I mean i have everything perfectly fine in my life but I just need someone for me... who loves me for who i am and is ready to accept me in front of everyone!! and how bad I wish I had a sibling as well... I mean it would be so easy to share feeling with them, play with them and not feel so lonely! Being the only child is sometimes really frustrating!!!

Who are you?

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 08:12:12 +0100

Dec. 28, 2012! 3 and a half months have passed, but i can't forget this "Black & Yellow" guy, i've seen him at the mall that day together with my friends. When we were on the 4th floor of the mall, i went to the "circular-balcony-like" place, and i look down there while waiting for my friends, and when i look down at the 3rd floor, i was like "Wow! He's stunning!"

I don't know what to do...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 12:24:21 +0100

Hi,
I go to an all girls school and I am 16 years old. I have a few friends but I don't talk very much, I am not quiet at home though, in fact I am very loud and I talk non-stop. I try to act that way at school but I just can't and I don't know why. I think its because I am slightly overweight, I think very little of myself, I am really ugly... I feel like people look down on me, as if were a small child. I am always surrounded by people yet I always feel so alone...and unloved. My parents are great, but they are always mentioning how fat I am and how I need to lose weight. I have two sisters and they are both really really thin. Its not that I eat more than them, (they eat 3 times as much as I do), I was just the only one to receive the massive weight gain gene from my mom. My parents are always buying my sisters new clothes and saying how pretty and thin they are. And that makes me feel worse. With the school thing, I think girls are just way too dramatic, what I really want is to have a best friend who is a guy or even an older brother, unfortunately i can't because i go to an all girls school. I hate this...and I don't know what to do.

I had a dream

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 18:11:07 +0100

I love to dream. I enjoy every single of my dreams. From fantasy worlds to enormous water parks. Today I dreamed of a girl. I'm a single man, I've always been (well I'm 18). This was a really interesting and enjoyable dream. This girl was younger than me. I remember I met this girl in real life, well I just saw her from afar while I was in school. But she was like 14 years old. I finished high school 2 years ago.