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So depressed about life

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 04:17:29 +0100

The past week has been really hard. For one my big brothers girlfriend broke up with him after 6 years of dating and she was like a sister to me. She helped me with my homework, helped me with my problems. And now she's just Gone out of my life. I started crying at school because of that and I didn't tell some of my "3" friends and they got mad at me and said "we are tired of your crap!" and walked away. So I now have no friends, on the 'popular' level I'm 0! Nobody cares about me and I have no friends! And I tried out for U16 soccer (I'm only 13) and I don't think I'll make it. I have really low confidence and I'm tired of being everyones punchingbag

WHy are people so mean

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 04:01:53 +0100

OMG This girl just comes up to me and tells me im a loser and im ugly and have no friends.What did i do i just meet this girl and she tells me all this.GOD someone help me i fell like the world would be better with out me.

19 Never Had A Girlfriend

Mon, 22 Feb 2010 08:06:18 +0100

I'm 19 years old and I have never had a girlfriend. It seems like I'm never going to get a girlfriend. (Just take this as a little note: I have no money, no vehicle, live with my parents, no job, and not in college.) I don't even know how to be a boyfriend. I just wish that there was someone out there for me!!!!! It seems like girls think I'm a freak and a weirdo! I've tried to get girls to like me in high school but they never liked me back, never even spoke back to me, so i took it as they thinking of me as a weirdo and freak. I don't have very many friends that are girls and the ones that are my friends have boyfriends. I always see couples and wish I had that. I watch movies and listen to music about love wishing and hoping that would happen to me. I've cried a lot wishing I had a girlfriend to hold and love! Also just to let you know I am NOT interested in sex, so this is not just to get sex or anything like that! I just wish that I had a girlfriend to hold, love, cuddle with, have fun with, and to know that a girl actually liked me. I am a Christian and believe in God very much!!! I wish a lot of things would stop and disappear (eg. Crime, Violence, Hate, Greed,)!!!! Maybe God thinks I don't deserve someone cause of the things that I've done (eg. Pyro, Sexual Acts, Various Sexual Thoughts)???? I just don't know anymore! I'm so lost!!!! Will I ever find someone?

      "Guess it's true that love is all you wanted
       Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change
       Hoping it will end up in her pocket
       But she leaves you out like a penny in the rain
       Oh cause it's not her price to pay
       It's not her price to pay" ---- Taylor Swift

Hmm..

Tue, 16 Feb 2010 09:57:45 +0100

Is loving someone who doesn't love me something really stupid..? Should i let her go or not...

Alone

Sat, 13 Feb 2010 14:27:03 +0100

I dont want to be everything to everyone, I just want to be something to somebody. I'm so tired to be alone

happy

Wed, 10 Feb 2010 15:08:18 +0100

today i got allthing im very happy

feeling

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 16:23:13 +0100

ab apne apne tarah se apna samay istmal kar rahe h kisi ko bhi pata nahi h ki mere sath kya ho raha h. itni badi duniya me m kiske liye ji
rahi hu sach kahu to mujhe nahi pata. agar me ye kahti hu ki me bacho ke liye jee rahi hu to shayad nahi unke liye me kya kar rahi hu kuch bhi to nahi phir
ye bahana kyun h jeene ke lye. bhagwan ne shayad dhan rakhi h ki mujhe jo chahiye wo mujhe kabhi nahi dega. lekin agar bhagwan tu h kahin to tujhe to pata
h na ki meri koi galti nahi h phir mujhe kyun saja mil rahi h. kais amehsus hota h jab pata chale ki pari duniya me koi nahi h jo aapke sath h aap
jis ke sath hans sakte ho ro sakte ho koi nahi h. jab jeene ka koi maksad na ho jab kisi ko aapki jarurat na ho aue aap bina hi bat ke kisi pe bojh ban jae
kitni badtar jindgi hoti h na aise jindgi meri h. phir bhi beshram ki tarah jiye ja rahi hu khaye ja rahi hu piye ja rahi hu. aur kar bhi kya sakti hu
iske siwae. marna to chahti hu aur himmat bhi h marne ki phir bhi dihth ki tarah jiye ja rahi hu koi sharam wala insan hota to shayad ab tak dub ke mar chuka
hota lekin mujhme sharam thode hi h

I just wanna be whole..

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 20:07:30 +0100

I'm a 15 year old girl and I feel things I shouldn't. My life's never been easy, never. When I was 3-4 my parents got divorced, I didn't realize what was happening at the time. My dad has never showed that he love me. My sister who's 23 months older then me always tells me that he loves me but he doesn't show it because I don't show that I love. Do I have to earn my dad's love? I don't think so. A daughter shouldn't have to earn her dad's love. I live with my mom now. Some people would probably say that my life is good. Sure it is good. Almost every day I'm happy, but there are feelings in me that I don't understand. I hide them because I don't know what to do with them. 2009 I lost 4 friends, I cared about them, I loved them. What did I do wrong?

I'm not broken but I'm not whole. I want to be whole, but I don't know what to do so I can be whole. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I always think that no one can break my heart now because it's already broken. That's not true, I fall down everytime I try to stand up. My heart is broken, and I'm sure it'll break again soon.

shadows

Wed, 20 Jan 2010 13:09:07 +0100

watching shadows dance around my room!

sorrow lullaby

Mon, 11 Jan 2010 07:30:43 +0100

I'm trapped in a room. the walls of this room are what ifs. emptiness surrounding me, nothingness running over me inside of me.. feels like my brain is going to explode.. all i can see is a big WHAT IF coming closer.. i try to push it away, but every time it comes back it gets closer. i wish these thoughts would go away with my tears, leave me alone.. give me a break at least.. i wish and i wish and i wish. every time i see a light darkness takes over again. i thought crying would take all this pain away, it only made it worse. i want to forget, can i forget and what if i forget? i want to leave all this behind, never recall! disremember. regret is invading occupying and capturing my soul my life my being!.. if i could just wake up with no memory, no feelings. numb what i want to be, desensitized.. paralyzed! i hide inside my mind cause i feel safe.. i am shielded inside my mind. and so it will be as from now.