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Well...

Fri, 18 May 2012 01:30:57 +0100

I feel really alone. I mean, I understand that "all teens go through this" (I'm 13) and "it's just a phase," but it really hurts. I have two best friends and a great school that I will be moving away from this summer. Recently, about a month ago, I've started just feeling really, really sad. My mom and my sister have moved to where we are going already. We (my dad and I) go up to my mom's every weekend. Before my sister moved to be with my mom, every time we would go back to our house here, she would tell me that I was the only reason that we couldn't be with mom. As I thought about it, she's right. My mom, dad, and sister are all willing to move there as soon as possible, but I don't want to leave at all. It means leaving all of my friends, as I've been here for three years, and quitting a great strings program (I play cello). I've grown really attached to everyone here. I can't tell my friend Sarah, because she has many problems already, and would be all like, "Yeah? Well I have worse problems." (I've tried telling her, she's done the same thing every time.) The reason I can't tell my friend Ashton is because she just doesn't understand. Both of my best friends have been here for pretty much their entire lives, and just don't understand what it's like to have to move away from everyone you know and love.

Yeah, like I said, I have my best friends and school, but when I get home, it's just me, because my dad is away at work. It always seems like I'm alone. At school, it seems like everyone is trying to avoid me, even my friends, and when I say "Hi" to people I know, they're just like, "Why are you talking to me?"

I have thought about suicide and cutting, but it seems too painful, and there's always people saying "It'll get better, even if there seems like there's no way out," so I cling to that.

I really don't know what to do, and I can't talk to anyone, so here I am. I know this seems like just another sob story, but I just want to write this out where no one will know who I am.

I am so so sad, and I don't know what to do

Sun, 13 May 2012 00:56:18 +0100

I'm only 14 years old..Only a few people know this, but I just feel like I need to share it with people. When I was younger I was way too shy to talk to anyone, and that's when it started. I wouldn't talk to ANYONE in my class due to shyness, and I didn't have many friends.. So when I moved into secondary school people knew me as the girl who didn't talk, but by then I had started talking, but people still didn't like me, I was known as the 'freak' and 'unpopular' girl, I didn't really mind as I like my own company most of the time as I was only 11 years old. Then all of a sudden I started getting bullied, everywhere I went people I knew, or sometimes even didn't know, they would call me fat or ugly, or just call me horrible names, I ended up with depression and went into therapy by the time I was 12. I was so sad that I constantly felt sick, all day, every day, for about two years. I had enough, and I moved school and made friends, but now I still have the depression, I still cry every single night, and I still get judged by a few people and people still think bad of me, and I've still got the depression, I can't take life anymore, I am so insecure about myself now, and I have cut and considered killing myself, but I'm not going to because of my family, so I have to fake a smile EVERYDAY. Also my boyfriend cheated on me, which adds to everything and makes me feel so weak as I cried over a boy. Wow this is a long post, I just had to let how I feel out :)

Grandpa's pass

Sat, 05 May 2012 04:17:09 +0100

some day i wish to see my grandpa again because he was the only person i shared my feelings with and lifes to hard without him. it so different i love u grandpa forever rip we will meet again

Stuck in a love loop, please help!

Wed, 02 May 2012 03:09:08 +0100

Ok, let me start from the beginning. About September I started liking a girl (M). I couldn't stop thinking about her, we had been liking her for a while but started falling in what I think is love around that time. Later in about October I told my best female friend (A) that I liked M. We talked about it and found out she liked my best friend (J). On December 23, J tweeted that he liked a girl, she liked him back, but he was too afraid to ask. I replied telling him to go for it. On December 24, I read on Facebook "J & M are in a relationship". M Had a couple months earlier broke of with her boyfriend who she had dated for almost two months. After their breakup, she kept saying that she didn't want to marry and than men were holding her back. (A) told me that this was probably her way of not getting hurt. me and (A) dulled and talked about this and decided to just wait. In Febuary, (M) and her friends kept saying me and (A) should date (they wrote a list of 100 reasons we should date). Eventually we agreed with each other that we would fake it and break up at a set time. At the dance a few nights later we danced and had a good time, but we talked and we couldn't just break up after a display like that. We decided to wait a little while longer, and we never discussed it again. We are now currently dating but I still have large feelings for M but have also grown to like (a). I don't know if I'm leading her on but I'm just so confused right now and really need some advice. God bless, Gabe.

I hope i mean something to you...

Wed, 02 May 2012 01:09:50 +0100

shoutout letter!!
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i like you. alote. and u have to choose between me and jamie, and i want u to be happy, but im just thinking. please please just be me! you tell me everything u want in a relationship, and i think, i could be that, i could be that. i could make u so happy!! after seeing how much uve been hurt. and today. it happened!! we kissed, and u told me u felt sparks! what does that mean? u kissed jaime too, u didnt feel sparks with her. u did with me! cant u just see? were ment to be together, i dont wanna lose you, but im preparing myself for if u choose her. i must mean something to you. please tell me you do. because today was the best day of my life

Love is hard

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 00:45:43 +0100

Well, I know a girl for 3 years and during this time we already had a few special moments but then we only became friends because I didn't wanted to have a girlfriend etc etc. Actually, I have been dating her again and we kissed each other again, so I thought this time we would have something special because we really talk a lot, I text her every day, we are really close friends, almost like a couple. The problem is that she knows that I want to be with her, I want to be her boyfriend and she told me that she had an huge affection for me but that wasn't enough for her to be with me like a couple, and she already loved me before but now she feels different. She doesn't feel what she felt once. I told her how I feel , that I wanted to make her happy, to be by her side. I saw that she was kinda confused to. Some friends told me to not give up, to show her that I was the right person for her and give time...that I should program some dates with her just for a cofe or something. But I'm felling bad and I don't know if it is the right thing to do, maybe i should let her go (?) and move on, and only be her friend. I'm scared of being hurted once again...what do you think? please help me I don't know what to do. btw sorry if my english skills are not the best. ty

Why are you killing me so softly?

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 19:49:05 +0100

When would all of this end? :'( I just hate being bullied and treated so badly. Sometimes I just wished that I wasn't even born. Why? Because there is no one would care even if I fall most of the time, I just feel like the only person on earth who isn't seen by anybody else. I have friends who are backstabbing me and classmates who would even choose a rock as a partner than having me... I'm smart and tall but it isn't enough.. I know the fact that I'm not pretty and thin/slender.. I'm a bookworm and so what.. I just don't know why it feels like the whole world is against me... Especially with the fact that my parents even don't understand me... I got brains and talent what else should I have to be accepted in this kind of society? I feel like I may have potentials for a better future an opportunity to escape this situation but why am I suffering this way? Ain't it a very painful and slow way to die... :'(

Life!

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 05:58:47 +0100

Has no job and getting ready to end it. No support from any women. I am a man. i hate other men. Women are easier to socialize with. Most guys have atleast women in their life that cares. no job and no car means no girlfriends, no girlfriends, means DEATH!!

None

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 05:35:07 +0100

I hate it when you see a guy having big muscles where every girl will look at him. It makes me feel bad because I have high metabolism & i don't get enough to eat. No checkouts available.

My Friend

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 05:32:35 +0100

I have this friend & he has been suicidal & depressed for about 1 year now. Everyday I go in his apartment to make sure he's okay. He is doing something to harm himself. he blames it on "no girlfriends" everytime. He's a nice dude to be around. He's just so lonely & jealous of everytime he sees a girl with another guy. He's tried to end his life about 4 times since I've known him for about 3 months. I really feel bad for this guy. i won't mention his name, but he is trapped in a place where no one seems to give a shit, I've been seeing it for myself.