You know what? I woke up today feeling pretty good too. I think it's this new place I'm living in now. I have dreams every night, and they're awesome..and so I wake up every morning feel awesome. Go you! Go us!

Hey, how about this: grow the f**k up and honor your promises, you selfish prick. I am sick to death of boys like you acting like you're the only person in the world that matters. Do you even give a shit what kind of pain you're going to cause to your kids, AGAIN?

Frankly, the world would be better off if you get hit by a bus. At least your wife and son would get your insurance money, and never have the pain of knowing how wrong they were about you.

Set up a three some. You could make it a surprise for your birthday or for hers. Hook up with the mother instead of any others.
 
You could also go be intimate in a car somewhere.
 
Pretty exciting imo.

If she knows what your needs are, assuming they are not unreasonable, and yet she refuses to meet them, perhaps you should discuss your desire for sexual intimacy with other people. If she rationally disallows your sexual satisfaction with her, then perhaps she would rationally allow your dalliance with another woman. Don't fall in love and don't make a baby - that is our motto.

maybe he is talking about his girlfriends in his house.  A lot of people who wash their hands after using a public restroom don't wash their hands when using a restroom in a home.
 
And he is right... it is nasty.

Decide to be a grown up.
 
And tell your mom not to give you any more money when you ask.  Tell her that you know you need to grow up and be an adult.
 
And ask yourself... why are you okay with this.  Where is your self-respect?

Doesn't it also say that divorce is a sin?

You are not alone in this.
 
I do the same thing.
 
You and I both know that we aren't "in control" when we are starving.  Nothing about this cycle is "in control".  We feel in control because we are overcoming our desire to eat.
 
But we aren't in control.  We are as out of control as ever.  Still as helpless to this crazy disorder as ever.
 
We feel good because we aren't eating.  We feel bad because we are eating.
 
I understand.

Wife number 2 will eventually be ex-wife number 2.
 
Buy hey, you got laid.  That's what important.
 
Seriously, grown up these days are such children.  I have needs... waa waa.
 
I want a shiny new toy.  I want to stick my body part in dangerous places that they don't belong and I just want everyone to stop telling me what to do...
 
I so agree with the person above who said, man up.  Deal with your life, dude.  Brotha.  Either be a faithful husband or be single.
 
What is wrong with people.  

With feelings like this, and this powerful, and apparently quite taboo (as evidenced by the reactions above), you need to talk to someone.  If you don't think it's safe to talk to your mom about it, then find a good counselor.  I am NOT saying you're sick and need to talk to someone.  I'm saying that there is someone out there who will understand your feelings and not make you feel like a freak because of it.  I had a friend who was worried about a lot of the kinds of thoughts he had, and he said that just being able to talk about them out loud to another person helped him a great deal!  Just give it a thought.

As tough as it feels, don't give up on yourself yet.  I had to wait YEARS before I fell upon my true love, and I almost gave up several times.  As long as you're alive, there is hope and change.  Your search is noble - if we're not here to love and find love, why are we here?  Never give up.  Keep on believing.

Communicate with your wife. Try to set up a date. I'm sure she is interested. Poor excuses aside if you make time it will happen. It sure sounds like a shitty marriage if you can't even talk about your sex life.


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