HI Mr, that is not at all a problem . you might faced some disgusting problems with the children in life that may the reason for your behavior.
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shinyallard
Addiction Therapy  

Make friends who are gay or bi and talk to them about it. Or go to a counselor. Try not to feel anxious about the whole situation. These days, a coming out is rarely an ordeal.

I am guessing you are an introvert, and the advice to just go storming out to a bar to meet people will not be an attractive option. The good news is that there lots of other introverts in the world, and without working up a full psychological profile on you-- the chances are that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you and no reason that you shouldn't have as many friends as you want. Here is my advice:
 
1. You have to think positive. To attract what you want you have to act as if you already have it. That's not deceit; it's faith.
2. The easiest way for introverts to meet is through some hobby or activity which takes the focus off themselves. Volunteer, join a knitting circle, a hiking club, whatever. Do something you like to do, and don't be afraid to talk to people. Most of them don't bite. You will probably even meet a few extroverts who go out of the way to start the conversation with you.
3. Yes you can meet new friends online. Start a blog, join Myspace, try Second Life.
4. Have fun. Nobody wants to hang around downers.
 
Best wishes,
Anonymoose

It sounds like you haven't even met yet. In that case, that is not really love, it's infatuation. You need to meet in person to be sure he is who he says he is. Caution is advised.

This sounds like a sticky situation, one that could become very ugly. I would suggest some 'time out' for yourself, and get over him if possible. If their relationship doesn't work out down the road, then maybe...

Ironically, this is my first visit to Peegly & I am on my second dose (out of three) of "Colon Blow"... It is a bit nasty to drink but if this doesn't clean you out, nothing will (trust me). Colonblow.com
 
Also, the average person doesn't eat nearly enough fiber, so try increasing your fruit & vegetable intake, and cutting out things containing white flour.

call him and book a date, then u talk things over with him and see what u can work out

know exactly how you feel.  If you find an answer let me know.

You could allways try sorting him out with:
 
a mallet
a dungeon
a porquepine
some high heeled shoes
and peanut butter/jam
 
then use your imagination
 
You worth way more than that friendship is. Ditchhim.

I hope you find that person too.
 
keep searching. :)

It can be hard when you dont have friends, but be yourself, start a conversation with someone at work or wherever and youll be ok. We all feel lonly sometimes, it only human. KEEP TROOPING!!

uh u must be a dumb nerd.
 
u dont hav friends?
 
get of duh computer and go out into the real
world and make some theres plenty of dem. dars
nerds like u dars preps dars reatards dars anyding u can imagine! (:
 
hav an awesome life alone wit no friends. and hope dat
friends search goes wel! (: it wont do! (:
 
hav a nice life hope not talk to ya! (:  
 
peace.