22 years of life, watching others sink away. In the last two years I have seen more death than anyone should ever have to see. August 14th 2010 I walked into my best friend's(considered brothers) apartment to find him staring at me with a bullet hole... More

Sometimes you need a frightening reminder of when you seem to be who you are not. Like what I just experienced. I've noticed I've been acting different. Am I just not a good person? Is that why I decided to run away sinking into my lonely bath tub, r... More

I dont know why I'm doing this to be honest, umm okay Ive had my fair share of relationships but my last one broke my very core I feel that I manipulated her I don't know I was just scared, scared that I would be a bad boyfriend so I became jealous I... More

i have this friend which is really mean and he was just really mean to mean and once he asked me to do something and i didnt like it and i said no but he kept asking me and after a while i just did it because i want him to be happy and i just didnt w... More

I feel like no one loves me except God My family barely love me They just love my sister they treat me like i'm worthless and im sick of it they my parents always ask me why im not like my sister but they don't know who she really is she is such a bi... More

I feel so lonely,no one understands me.I don't have the right to cry and have to hide myself in order to. I feel I am a burden to my family.I get bullied a lot in school, both verbally and physically.But telling my family members won't help... More

Some people smoke.  Some people drink alcohol.  I eat cookies.  I can eat cookies for breakfast, lunch and dinner.  
 
I bought a whole box of cookies today and ate them all.  I keep doing this every time I go to the grocery store.  I tell myself th... More

The past week has been really hard. For one my big brothers girlfriend broke up with him after 6 years of dating and she was like a sister to me. She helped me with my homework, helped me with my problems. And now she's just Gone out of my life. I st... More