22 years of life, watching others sink away. In the last two years I have seen more death than anyone should ever have to see. August 14th 2010 I walked into my best friend's(considered brothers) apartment to find him staring at me with a bullet hole... More

I had a quarrel with my mom and we have not been talking for a week already. It hurts me so much when she treats me like an enemy.
I can't talk about this to anyone, if only there's a place for me to cry out loud.... More

Sometimes you need a frightening reminder of when you seem to be who you are not. Like what I just experienced. I've noticed I've been acting different. Am I just not a good person? Is that why I decided to run away sinking into my lonely bath tub, r... More

I dont know why I'm doing this to be honest, umm okay Ive had my fair share of relationships but my last one broke my very core I feel that I manipulated her I don't know I was just scared, scared that I would be a bad boyfriend so I became jealous I... More

People say good deeds are good. But I just don't seem to understand the phrase. It is almost christmas soon and both my brother and mother ask me to wrap presents for christmas or for birtdays for their friends.But every single time I do so they are ... More

i have this friend which is really mean and he was just really mean to mean and once he asked me to do something and i didnt like it and i said no but he kept asking me and after a while i just did it because i want him to be happy and i just didnt w... More

I feel like no one loves me except God My family barely love me They just love my sister they treat me like i'm worthless and im sick of it they my parents always ask me why im not like my sister but they don't know who she really is she is such a bi... More

there are two people that i still need in my life,which are quarreling.who should I choose...what should I do..and doing nothing won't help.I am in a condition now which is the same meaning as a chinese idiom, zuo you wei nan..... More